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#76 Nicki169

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Posted 02 July 2004 - 02:10 AM

Dear Roland,
Thank you for sharing your lovely pictures of Michaela. She will be missed. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

#77 Michael

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Posted 02 July 2004 - 02:43 AM

Dear friends,
I cannot find the words saying you how thankful I am that I got to know Michaela in my life. Six years ago I had a very bad time, but she gave me the power to fight with the heart of a dragon. Just with the help of Michaela I find my courage to face life again. It makes me really feel sad, that I could not gave her this courage back. Always, she had kept her problems away from others, seldom she had commited anything to anybody.

My Darling,
you are the most wonderful person I have ever met in my life. I've loved you more than words can say and that will never change. I miss your smile, I miss your tendernesses and I miss your voice so much, that it lacerates my heart.

Why didn't you take me with you on your last journey?

My dear Michaela, I still have so many questions for you. Why did you leave us and why did you owe us the answer?

I promise it will not take a long time till we see us again. Then we will have all the time for each other, we never had in this life.

Michael

#78 Michael

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Posted 02 July 2004 - 02:44 AM

Hallo ihr Lieben,

Ich finde keine Worte, um Euch zu sagen, welch tiefen Dank ich empfinde das ich Michaela in diesem Leben kennen lernen durfte. Sie gab mir vor 6 Jahren in einer f¸r mich schweren Zeit die Kraft, mit dem Mut eines Drachen zu k‰mpfen. Nur mit ihrer Hilfe habe ich es geschafft meinen Lebensmut wieder zu finden. Es macht mich unendlich traurig, dass ich ihr diesem Mut nicht zur¸ckgeben konnte. Sie hat ihre eigenen Probleme und Sorgen immer von anderen ferngehalten und sich selten jemandem anvertraut.

Mein lieber Schatz,

Du bist der wundervollste Mensch, den ich in meinem Leben gehabt habe. Ich habe Dich ¸ber alles geliebt. Daran wird sich nie mehr etwas ‰ndern. Ich vermisse Dein Lachen, ich vermisse Deine Z‰rtlichkeiten und ich vermisse Deine Stimme so sehr, das es mich zerrei?t.

Warum hast Du mich nicht mitgenommen auf Deinem letzten Weg?

Liebe Michaela, ich habe doch noch so viele Fragen an Dich. Warum bist Du gegangen und bleibst mir die Antworten schuldig?

Ich verspreche Dir, dass es nicht mehr lange dauert, bis wir uns wieder sehen. Dann haben wir beide die Zeit f¸r uns, die wir hier nicht hatten.

Michael

#79 Ann and Ken

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Posted 02 July 2004 - 04:53 AM


Michael---I know you are reading this and what you are thinking would not honor the memory of Michaela!!!!!

I know the pain is very great but in time it will settle and you will have wonderful memories of your true love. Honor her memory by staying alive and doing good things in her name. You can do this since I know Michaela choose you to share her life and would want you to go on.

Michael--- I don't have the proper words to help so please let someone that can help you.
They can and are ready!!!!

Ann



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Posted 02 July 2004 - 05:16 AM


Michael--- Talk to me--- Email me-

I know I am a stranger but that may be easier...

I can listen...

Ann


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Posted 02 July 2004 - 05:18 AM

Michael,


I know you must be hurting badly and there are no words to express how much we all wish we could help with the burden of your pain.

We can all see just how much you loved Michaela and hear the pain you are feeling in your post for her, it was beautiful but please know that you are not alone, please seek out some help from someone who knows the proper way to deal with your great pain and loss as talking to someone who cares can always help, please just don't keep your feelings inside.

We were here for Michaela and are now here for you too.

#82 Ann and Ken

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Posted 02 July 2004 - 05:32 AM



Michael ---

Email me ....
You don't have to say anything ... Or you can say anything you please.

You can send me a note in German I can't read so it will be private if you wish.

Just go to the Email box at the bottom of this message or use clarkkenneth@cox.net



I am waiting.
Ann


#83 Denise

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Posted 02 July 2004 - 05:55 AM

Dearest Michael,

Your words touch my Heart and I know Michaela can read your words. I also know that Michaela wants you to keep fighting for your own life.

I understand your pain as I lost my Father not too long ago and I miss him very much that I still cry when I think of him. Please e-mail whenever you feel like talking. I am reaching out to you and your Pain.

Please understand that I really care.

Denise


#84 VEGAS LADY

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Posted 02 July 2004 - 06:32 AM

MICHAEL......

MICHAELA WOULD NOT WANT YOU TO ADD ANYMORE GRIEF TO HER FAMILY.

IN TIME THE FIRST DEVASTATING HURT FADES.....I KNOW

GET IN TOUCH WITH SOMEONE AND TALK

MARGARET.....BRIGHTFERN@aol.com

#85 Karin

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Posted 02 July 2004 - 07:39 AM

Dear Michael,
I did not know Michaela and I do not know you. But I do know about the unbearing pain and destitution. I know that for some people it is easier to get the courage to face death than to face life. Believe me, it is a lot more difficult to get the courage to stay alive and go on and no matter what people say, you have absolutely no insurance that things will become better. And still I must say that life is the better choice, things will happen to you, good and bad, but they will happen! Just see to that you get through the day, and tomorrow is another day and you have absolutely no idea what will happen tomorrow.
My thoughts are with you,
Karin

#86 Michele

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Posted 02 July 2004 - 07:55 AM

MICHAEL - WHATEVER YOU'RE THINKING...STOP IT RIGHT NOW. AT THIS MOMENT YOU'RE IN TOTAL DENIAL...SOON IT WILL TURN TO ANGER. YES, ANGER. THERE ARE CERTAIN "STEPS" YOU MUST GO THROUGH BEFORE YOU CAN GET THROUGH THIS TIME. TO DO THAT, YOU WILL NEED HELP!

PLEASE LISTEN TO ANN AND EVERYONE ELSE...MICHAELA COULD NOT HELP HERSELF...YOU CAN. SHE WOULD NOT WANT YOU TO EVEN THINK OF THIS...IF YOU REALLY LOVE HER, YOU WILL LIVE ON FOR HER...SOMEONE HAS TO KEEP HER MEMORY VERY MUCH ALIVE! YOU, MY FRIEND, ARE THE ONE SHE CHOSE TO DO THIS.


#87 Ann and Ken

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Posted 02 July 2004 - 08:31 AM



Michael is with someone now and we hope all will go well.


Michael-- Just hang in there until tomorrow .

Tomorrow Email me then the next day email someone else and so on.

I know you are not ready to hear this yet but it does get better somehow.

If nothing else keep coming here to Michaela's beloved board and read what we all talk about . Michaela came here for a purpose and now you shall too.


Ann


#88 Michele

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Posted 02 July 2004 - 08:37 AM

Thanks, Ann. Was going through my desk drawer looking for a paper bag to breath into. God, I'm hyperventilating...

Michael...it will take time...be patient...use the courage Michaela gave you for the right reasons.

God bless....

#89 Michael

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Posted 02 July 2004 - 09:33 AM

Hallo,

es tut mir leid, aber ich wollte niemanden Angst machen.

Ich habe Michaela nur sagen wollen, das wir uns bald wiedersehen.
Da, wo sie jetzt ist gibt es kein Zeitgef¸hl, dort ist es unendlich.

Sie merkt nicht, ob ich ihr in 5 Tagen folge, oder in 30 Jahren. Aber wann auch immer, ich werde sie irgendwann wieder sehen.

Bitte macht euch um mich keine Sorgen. Ich bitte nochmals um Entschuldigung, wenn ich meinen Text etwas ungl¸cklich formuliert habe.

Ich mˆchte mich nochmal f¸r die herzliche Anteilnahme bedanken.

Michael

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Posted 02 July 2004 - 09:36 AM


GOOD MORNING MICHAEL,
HANG IN THERE MY FRIEND. LIVE EVERYDAY TO HONOR MICHAELA'S LIFE AND DO GOOD THINGS IN HER MEMORY. wub.gif COME TO THE BOARD EACH DAY AND CHAT WITH US laugh.gif WE HAVE AN INTEREST IN YOUR LIFE biggrin.gif TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. smile.gif
MY LOVE & HUGS,
KK wub.gif wub.gif





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